Happy birthday Trent. How do you feel in 32ages?
See? Just thinking about like marrege age,I guess.

I couldn't responce your access sometimes while a years. In 1997 is the greatest fotune year per 12 years for me, finally I could find you now. Sorry for my delay. Couldn't catch your message well although I was on same situation with you.

This year first, I met TPD so I was going to listen old NIN album that kept them while long time. Never could do while time but then I had impressed so deeply. And while I had been read your liric carefully, I decided to change my mind--should be change my identity, I have to open my mind--This is the greatest turning point in my all life. It has success to get new my world for touch your work. Just like a re-install my mind gratefully.

Now I wanna understand your mind seriously. Having curious how kind person are you who changed me quickly & clearly. When I wake up morning, my brain start your song like music box. Even if I am in dream, think about you. Why couldn't I meet you more early time but I have thought that's my problem due to no ready catching your message yet.

I wonder if you could get nothing what became mainstream artist, you could success to free my life with your music & liric. It was so lucky thing for me why you & your music stand by me. If you would down your mind,then please remember it. You are guy who change unknown person somewhere. You have a worth life and mind for someone.
I don't want to be feel you obligation this. When you wouldn't feel worth yourself,I wish stand by you truly. But I couldn't do then. Therefore I wanna say it now.

So you might not be say none of your life. You might be grad what involved in my crossload.

I LOVE YOU forever.

Commy. 17/05/1997